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you can rely on me.
for you,
specially

I promise you,
I'm always there,
when your heart is filled with sorrows and despair.
I'll carry you,
when you need a friend;
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

Wanting to be your favorite hello & your hardest goodbye


dont judge

loves.

To love is to be vulnerable
I choose not to be

i won't hold you back.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

thank you.

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Tuesday, June 21, 2011

insomnia these few days..
and everything from the past, was running in my mind like a movie.
time when i just came to singapore.
4 years ago, 2 years ago, 1 year ago.
friendship, relationships, all the other ships you can think of.
and through all these years, i've really lost trust.
everytime i thought that i found people whom i can rely on, they betray.
when i thought that i'm in good hands, everything will screw up.

but i really give thanks, that all these happened.
i've learned to be a better person, to people who are worth.
yes, i've learned NOT to care too much about others feeling, and be straight forward.
care = hurt
it is difficult, for me to care again, i won't dare to.

and, i don't think i can ever have that 'top of the world' feeling ever again.

i miss so many many people, and so many many things.
but i know, i can't go back.
and i know, it's best that i don't go back.


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