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you can rely on me.
for you,
specially

I promise you,
I'm always there,
when your heart is filled with sorrows and despair.
I'll carry you,
when you need a friend;
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

Wanting to be your favorite hello & your hardest goodbye


dont judge

loves.

To love is to be vulnerable
I choose not to be

i won't hold you back.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

thank you.

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Thursday, September 2, 2010

saw a vid on facebook..
made by a guy i guess.
the understanding of 'girls will be willing to do everything for a guy without regrets' kind of thing.

saying how happy he was to overcome the 衝動的那一刻,
how happy he was seeing the true happiness the true smile that come from deep within from gf.

and i wonder..
how many guys are willing to do that in the era now..
looking at the things that happened to girls around me,
what can i say?
ALL i can say, IS THAT 99.9% of the guys ARE SELFISH.
who cares, when they can get what they 'NEED'.
if you need to get what you need, FYI, there's the 紅燈區 meant for you all.

as the countries become more and more westernize,
who really care about this?
people just think that it is all normal.
that it is not really important.
that being more 'open-minded' is okay.

say me old-fashioned and stuff.
first should be left for one and only special person.
best gift you can ever give to that special one, no?


back to everything else..
I AM JUST A FUCKING FAILURE IN EVERYTHING.


if you feel happier leaving, then go.
i've got nth else to say.
sorry, to make you more troubled then before.


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