I promise you,
I'm always there,
when your heart is filled with sorrows and despair.
I'll carry you,
when you need a friend;
You'll find my footprints in the sand.
Wanting to be your favorite hello & your hardest goodbye
dont judge
loves.
To love is to be vulnerable
I choose not to be
i won't hold you back.
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
I finally realise.
I should have long ago.
when you totally ignore.
this post is just for you.
I've tried my best..
I really did.
When I felt weird, I did tried.
I'm glad, that I was with you.
I'm glad that I did try my best and did all that I could for you.
I'm glad, that even though things didn't work out, I enjoyed all the stupid time/moments I had with you.
I loved you, loved the cute little things you did to cheer me up, loved the ridiculous arguments we had, the time i am with you, just slacking around with you,
the otahs we eat together, your irritating-ness, your jealousy. everything. I loved everything about you, no matter how much people said you were not worth it, even though I was very affected, I still chose to follow my heart, and i'm glad I did.
Now that everything have come to an end.
I really am at lost for words..
I don't know what to say.
I just hope you would have spent a little more time.
To save this r/s.
I still care, it still bothers me.
but I'm no longer going to be a pest.
I don't want to be one. =]
Thanks for all the happiness,
Thanks for teaching me so many things.
Thanks for the 4 not long not short months.
Thanks for loving me in the past.
I'm sure this is gonna take a fucking long time to heal..
I dont hate you.
But I hate things that you've done..
All the false hopes.
And so many things..
I won't hate you..
Although it might make me feel better.
But its time to grow up.. And there's no point.
You're still in my heart, in my mind.
But i know i'm no longer in yours, will never be anymore.
Its okay.
Time will heal. =]=]
I'm too stupid, to believe that miracles would happen time and time again.
Believed that you try. =]
Its time to wake up, gayan. =]
i still wanted to ask for one last chance, for the both of us.
to forget about everything in the past, and try the one last time.
我曾經問過你,爲什麽你要多一次機會的是后,我給你。
但當我要求同一樣東西,你不給。
你說你當時準備好犧牲需要犧牲的東西
而我,什麽都沒有準備犧牲。
我現在覺得,你的原因是,你沒想像中愛我。你也只是爲了自己,不是我。
you said in the past, i didn't even try, here is the sentence to you.
so neither did you. you don't even bother.
All you cared for was yourself. This moment, this answer.
Next moment, another answer..
You only thought for yourself. You, yourself, and yourself..
everything that is happening now, i expected it.
i guess to you im just a dictionary, a street directory, a joke, a fool, and a toy.
=]=]=]=]
goodbye my dear friend! :) all the best.. =]=]
I AM GOOD, I AM GREAT, I AM FABULOUS. =D
i really hope i could just hack care and get over the next day, like some people do.
i will be perfectly fine. =]
one day, we will all turn our backs on one another.
and i was right, you turned yours on me. =]