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you can rely on me.
for you,
specially

I promise you,
I'm always there,
when your heart is filled with sorrows and despair.
I'll carry you,
when you need a friend;
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

Wanting to be your favorite hello & your hardest goodbye


dont judge

loves.

To love is to be vulnerable
I choose not to be

i won't hold you back.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

thank you.

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Saturday, October 31, 2009

a chat set me thinking.

what's the feeling i have for you?
好感?喜欢? 还是爱?
i know its not love, at least not yet.
cause the feeling is different from the way i feel for him.
and i know he will never be replaced.


I thought I would be able to forget him, after so long.
and i thought I've already let go, more or less.
but 我比想象中想念他.
in the end, if i can't forget, the only thing i can do will be bidding goodbye

1st, why so many people 反对us?
it's impossible that all of them have 偏见towards you.
for this, i really didn't bother at that time.
when i told you about it, your reaction makes me think again.


i know. it's just 2 weeks.
giving us more time.
let nature take its course.
我真的不看好这短感情.


10:37 PM


Sunday, October 25, 2009

为何若喜欢见到你 然而觉得爱的却是他
i feel like a bitch, seriously.


8:39 PM


Saturday, October 24, 2009

If I Were You – Kyla

I look in the mirror, with you in my arms
And I see a reflection
Of a smile that says you believe in love
And just for a moment, I drifted away
But I couldn’t stay cuz
A hint of love, a bit of fear
I’m tryin’ to say

If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn’t come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won’t hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz I think my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
Ooh yeah

I’m tryin’ to protect you
From the lies that your heart tells
Even though it says that you love me
All I see is pain and misery
Seasons may change
But I can’t forget the days of old
My heart ached when you walked away
I said I’d never love again

If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn’t come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won’t hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz I think my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn’t be here

The days go by
And I feel that you could make me happy
Time goes on
And I feel that love is at my door
And though I tell myself that you’re the one
Who said those words before
Thought it hurts too much
I can’t trust in love
Again
Again

If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn’t come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won’t hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz my heart has given up

If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn’t come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won’t hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love

If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn’t come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won’t hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
My heart has given up
Can’t be here

If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
Cuz my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
Ooh
I wouldn’t, if I were you
I wouldn’t be here
Oh oh oh



12:12 AM


Friday, October 16, 2009

我怕我对你不够好.
我怕我把你当成他的代替品.
我怕我不够爱你.
我怕到最后,我会伤害到你.

我也怕再受到伤害.


11:28 PM


Thursday, October 1, 2009

for the whole of holidays, i'm only home for 2 days.
haha. went out almost everyday. meet up with many long lost people.
this week,
spent the whole week dancing.
tiring, but fun.
MUSE is coming up.
makes me think of momentum. (and him)
retardedly, i dreamed of him the other day.
HAHAHA!
but i NEVER think of him all these while.
was too busy to even think of him.
if only i'm from a richer family.
seriously.. i need something to make me feel better, what's there? who'll be there? .
time to practice dance.
off i go! poom*

当对的人等不到对的时间.


5:54 PM