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you can rely on me.
for you,
specially

I promise you,
I'm always there,
when your heart is filled with sorrows and despair.
I'll carry you,
when you need a friend;
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

Wanting to be your favorite hello & your hardest goodbye


dont judge

loves.

To love is to be vulnerable
I choose not to be

i won't hold you back.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

thank you.

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Friday, May 29, 2009

i dont need friends with this kind of shit ass attitude.
let it be, forget it.
yes, i have changed, so did you people.
please, be responsible for your actions.
damn it..
what the hell is wrong with you guys.
i have done my part, what about you? i've tried my best to tolerate everything for so many days...


12:28 PM


Tuesday, May 26, 2009

for the friendships i've been holding onto, let it be.
for the friends that i've been treasuring so much, let it be.
i don't know what else i can do.
bidding goodbye to 3 friendships


10:56 AM


Saturday, May 23, 2009

which is better?
having a chance(a last chance) or none at all?
knowing that the person is close to you, but not in contact,
or not being able to see the person, cause he moved far far away?


2:12 AM


Friday, May 22, 2009

can time just stay? at this moment? :(:(


2:28 PM


Tuesday, May 19, 2009

it was for you, not the event, but for you.
canibeyourreason?canibeyourmonchhichi?canibeyourfavouritehello&hardestgoodbye?


8:30 PM


Friday, May 15, 2009

i'm wearing 2 thick jackets and having a warm drink.
and yet, i'm still feeling cold..


1:55 PM


Wednesday, May 13, 2009

not bothered about anything.
i don't give a damn..
sorry, if my attitude sucks.
:)


1:42 AM


Thursday, May 7, 2009

browsing through photos in class..
here.. my fav few:





was looking forward to it, but seem like things will be gone, soon. including the friendships..


2:53 PM


Wednesday, May 6, 2009

once again, i got the feeling that I'll be losing friends.
not one this time, but a group.
i hate this feeling.
but, who bothers..
in the end, i'll be alone, and i had always been alone.
am i going to lose those i treasured most?
i'm losing patience..
taigayan, serve you right. you're not worth any friends. please, fuck off from everyone's life.


3:35 PM


Monday, May 4, 2009

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12:32 PM


Saturday, May 2, 2009

what would you do,
if every time,
the thing you like, is something that you can never have?
i would say, get use to it.
life is always like that.
be thankful/grateful if you get something that you wanted..

since i got nth to blog about, to make the post a lil more ___(fill in the blanks) the EQ resultt of mine from facebook:
You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

On an average day, you're quite happy, together, and content. You live your life well.
Your emotions aren't always stable, but you can go along with the ups and downs pretty well.

You tend to be motivated, energetic, focused, and level headed.
You see the world pretty rationally, and you don't tend to over dramatize things. When things are bad, you know they eventually have to get better.


12:31 PM