2nd week in school
things are not going the right way..
just dislike everything now.
!@#$%^&*
tired, lifeless.
was bored in class, saw somethings i saved in my comp long time ago.
haha..
i'm feeling such a fool right now.
and, i have communication problems with people here. argh.
it's been a month plus, and it still hurts when i think of the friendship.
♥ 2:29 PM
time to get out of my comfort zone.
i need to do better, be better.
but, can someone kindly lend me their confidence?
i can't seem to find mine..
♥ 12:56 PM
WHY SOME PEOPLE JUST WON'T CHANGE AND BE A PEST IN OTHER PEOPLE'S LIFE?
even just a good intention-ed msg, they can change the topic till they piss you off, totally.
anyway, i'm amazed by my patience i had on this fella, who don't understand what's memories, or i should say, love.
and i'm amazed that i can control myself to not say harsh words!
taigayan, you've grown!
CONGRATS! :D
had great time with girlfs ytd, though short. :/
not much pics. *cries on the floor*
STSP AND WSY LA! DON'T WANNA TAKE PIC!
I HATE THEM!!
but, i still love them.
HAHAHA!!
I MISS MY DARLING LURH! never get to see her ytd.. :(
losing the confidence i once had.
i'm never good in anything, even if i give my best in it, even after i give many attempts..
suddenly, i lose all aim in life..
♥ 2:19 PM
fruits my mummy bought! :D
ALL ARE MY BELOVED! WOOTS! accordingly... hahaha..





suddenly, today got many unexpected calls.
and all asked the same question 'why are you so shocked?'
time to be independent. :)
now, let's play around first. :)let's not be a burden here. :) deal? now, that's the gayan i know. :)
♥ 8:29 PM
i'm so bored..
many things going through my mind at this moment.
some i know,
but some i don't even know what that is bothering me.
hai..
school's starting soon.
IRRITATING!
I LOVE HOLIDAYS!
♥ 1:57 AM
i did a very dumb thing.
I LEFT MY PHONE IN HONGKONG!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
i wanna go swimming. the weather is so damn friggy warm.
♥ 6:36 PM
back from hk. :)
and i WANT TO GO BACK HONGKONG RIGHT NOW!
seriously, i don't like this place.
NOT AT ALL.
i've found out that the feeling of being together as a whole family is so good.
i've never ever felt this way before, until the recent trip back.
it feels good, to go everywhere with your family, having little friends.
and people, you won't be able to contact me through my phone until monday night.
why do i seem to have a great communication problem with people after i'm back? wth..
taigayan, please stop being such an ass.
♥ 2:13 AM