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you can rely on me.
for you,
specially

I promise you,
I'm always there,
when your heart is filled with sorrows and despair.
I'll carry you,
when you need a friend;
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

Wanting to be your favorite hello & your hardest goodbye


dont judge

loves.

To love is to be vulnerable
I choose not to be

i won't hold you back.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

thank you.

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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

somethings, is better left unexplained.
for us, i don't have to say anything more.

to A:
you know why am i treating you the way i am..
it's better for me and you to stay as strangers than be friends.
YOU. are not matured enough at that point of time to even be friends.
so now, i am not going to bother.
when i cared as a friend, you said 'it's better if we don't contact for now'.
it shows that it'll be better if we were STRANGERS forever.
now, i don't need and don't want your presence in my life,
becaue you don't have the rights to EVEN GIVE ME CARE AND CONCERN!
it's not that i am petty over this,
it's just that WE WOULD BE BETTER STAYING AS STRANGERS
so that you wont get the wrong idea ever again.
you shattered your last few chances over the 'birthday messages'.
and that's it.
once you cross the warning line, you'll be kicked out forever.

to B:
I WASN'T hiding from you,
and I DONT HAVE A NEED TO!
i am seriously busy and fully booked.
i've got many things to do.
i am not that free to always give you time.
in some situations, you just have to know the final answer and not the process,
in other situations, it's vice versa.
so for you, giving you an answer is more than enough.
FYI, i TRIED giving us a chance, but it will never work out.
i still want to be friends, but i doubt if we will be.


2 more days and i'll know the W16H peoples for a year..
it's been a pleasure knowing you guys..
as time passes, many thing changes, but i seriously hope, that these friendship(s) will stay..
seriously..
i love being around you people..
it's fun and stuff.
but things and people do change,
though we don't meet up or even talk often,
but I STILL miss you guys.. seriously..
i miss the W16H days.. thks.. :)


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