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you can rely on me.
for you,
specially

I promise you,
I'm always there,
when your heart is filled with sorrows and despair.
I'll carry you,
when you need a friend;
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

Wanting to be your favorite hello & your hardest goodbye


dont judge

loves.

To love is to be vulnerable
I choose not to be

i won't hold you back.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

thank you.

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Saturday, March 21, 2009

seriously, i give up.
i don't know what else can i do anymore.
maybe just give time.
but i seriously can't take it anymore..
it hurts.. GREATLY, DEEPLY.

to my dearest friend, the one friend whom left such a great impact in my life, the friend i loved so much, the friend whom i enjoy so much so much when i'm with you, the friend who i could talk to about everything and anything under the sky, the friend who treated me as a joke.
if you don't like the things, THROW!
this is the last thing i'll do for the friendship.
you don't wanna see me, i won't appear in your life EVER AGAIN!
what i got from you was
'wah. you really come here. Zz. so late. -.- thanks anyway. I was out with my friend. Ps. Forgot.'
ohh. so you thought i was joking about everything.
so to you this friendship was a joke, everything i said was a joke
and i was just a freaking joke in your life!
thanks man.
thanks for letting me know that.
it's never too late to know.
thanks for shattering the last bit of hope that i was having.
thanks for letting me know that i'm just a freaking joke.
thanks for letting me know that everything i did for the friendship was just a SHITTY JOKE!
i'd rather you tell me straight in my face this: 'can you please freaking get out of my life? you're so damn irritating and i would never want to see you again!'.
this would be much better.
you were someone that i treasured most.
thanks for stabbing me hard again.
i'll go..
it's been 93057382 years since i last saw you on9. obvious enough. rest assured. i promise i will never disturb you again. :) take care. and lastly, sorry.

anyway, no worries humans. I'M PERFECTLY FINE!
I LOVE MY ALL OF YOU OUT THERE!
THANKS FOR CARING!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :):)


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