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you can rely on me.
for you,
specially

I promise you,
I'm always there,
when your heart is filled with sorrows and despair.
I'll carry you,
when you need a friend;
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

Wanting to be your favorite hello & your hardest goodbye


dont judge

loves.

To love is to be vulnerable
I choose not to be

i won't hold you back.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

thank you.

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

suddenly, i feel like crying..
and i realized how weak i am.
i always thought that i'm strong enough, independent enough for everything and anything.
i dont want people to worry for me, so i show a strong side no matter what..
but suddenly i feel so lonely..
sometimes i still want someone to be there for me.
to lend me their ears when i wanna say something, to lend me their shoulder when i feel like crying.
but why.. no one's there anymore.
or is it just me, creating a wall so that i can't reach others, just me who's not telling?
i want to.. but i don't know how to..
i'm trying to open up and tell the ppl around me about everything.
i know many people will be there for me, and is willing to listen to me..
but i can't. it's not everyone tt i feel comfy opening up to them and telling them stuffs.
i wanna voice up to my parents about my unhappiness. but they wont listen.
i wanna tell my friends, but they have their own troubles too...
i don't wanna be a burden..
i don't want my unhappiness to affect others.
oh no...

if only...


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