suddenly, i feel like crying..
and i realized how weak i am.
i always thought that i'm strong enough, independent enough for everything and anything.
i dont want people to worry for me, so i show a strong side no matter what..
but suddenly i feel so lonely..
sometimes i still want someone to be there for me.
to lend me their ears when i wanna say something, to lend me their shoulder when i feel like crying.
but why.. no one's there anymore.
or is it just me, creating a wall so that i can't reach others, just me who's not telling?
i want to.. but i don't know how to..
i'm trying to open up and tell the ppl around me about everything.
i know many people will be there for me, and is willing to listen to me..
but i can't. it's not everyone tt i feel comfy opening up to them and telling them stuffs.
i wanna voice up to my parents about my unhappiness. but they wont listen.
i wanna tell my friends, but they have their own troubles too...
i don't wanna be a burden..
i don't want my unhappiness to affect others.
oh no...
if only...